Vanilla Twilight

Feeling

2011-01-04T04:43:00.000-08:00

So hows your first day of school? Mine is good, i guess. I haven't have the feel being a Sec4. It is just weird. Haha. My class has start doing some work. We start a new chapter on Chem and revise back SS. Today was fine. Except that, i need to rush back home and took my choir file and off to school for choir prac. Yeah, i just knew it. Last min. I hope tmrw will be a better day with assembly. Assembly is boring. Always.

I don't know i feel weird right now. The feeling is difficult to describe. It is a feeling where you difficult choose. You hear a story and out of the blue, you feel so down. Very down. You were shocked that you can't think at all. It is a feeling that, tmrw i don't want to see that person face and look down on him/her. I just need to be strong and just put that away.

I just want to express this way because i don't know how to talk to a person about this feeling. It just feel so weird. Maybe i worry too muuch.

rewind.

2010-11-22T05:01:00.000-08:00

If only we could rewind time. Rewind only the happy moment we had. As time goes by, i feel things around me is different. And idk why. Maybe it is just a feeling or maybe i am the one is changing. Idk why the fuck i am emo-ing right now. I am just feeling a little bit down. Not so down.

Understanding. Patience. Positive. Be happy.
I have the sudden urge to start updating my blog. HAHAHA. Weird. Basically, i have choir prac in the morning. It is better than last Friday even though only eight turn up. I sound suck today. Even my conductor asked me not to sing. I always get the wrong note. Fml. Aftermath, bubble tea with D. Exchange stories with her. We always talked about the same old thing (: But we like it. Evening waterfront with family and dinner.

I just can't wait going holiday with family.

i like you

2010-11-21T04:46:00.001-08:00

You know, about the picture that i promise. Just fucking forget about it. It is so past. HAHAHA (:
Basically, school hols has started. Ya, long ago and dec is coming soon. I will be going to KL. Yes, again. I think dad love KL much. But i don't mind because there is an advantage going there. I can shop (: I need to buy new clothes, ring, necklace. I just can't wait for 1 dec. I will leave SG for one week. In the same time, i will go back to my village.

Other than having choir till 1pm, next week. I am free. So, i just thought, maybe i can drop by SG flyer. Since i got the instant win from MCD. I just need to go out next week. At least. Staying at home will increase my fats. It is normal. When you're bored, you started eating everything in th kitchen Cor.

I wonder where is everyone. So silent. My friends. Ok nvrmind, maybe we should plan something and go out together.

2010-09-29T03:55:00.000-07:00

I will soon upload Hari Raya 2010 picture. Ya, i know it is fucking late. You see, i am busy + lazy. Hehe.

It is a mistake

2010-08-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

I did not went back to my primary school and i don't knw why. Today, teacher's day celebration-wow. I like the part where th teachers are dancing. Very supporting. School ended at 11.15am. Cwp for a while, back home and changed. Went out to do some photo shoot with my girls. It was a fast one and i don't know why. Maybe because of th weather that is killing us.

I thought of using tumblr or perhaps just stay with blogger and update once a week. Ya, i think just stay with blogger.

I cant wait Hari Raya. I am going back to my village this Raya. 10 more days. It is fast.

2010-08-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

Busy with YOG stuff. Will update more.

2010-07-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

So, my Saturday is plain. Like always. Basically, religion class in the morning, tuition and jogging in the evening. Aunty came to my house. Common Test start next week. Monday is my first paper-MT.

There nothing special going on this past few weeks. I have been busy with school stuff. Hanging around with my girls. Share stories, planning about some stuff, laughing and sometimes i feel secure with them instead of the guys. I feel comfortable with them and plus, th guys in my class, their thinking is different. So yeah. But still, there are a few of them, which i feel comfortable with.

Between your ears, there nothing but your birthday suit.

2010-07-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

I am back from the Sec 1 camp. It was nice for me. I learnt a lot of things. How to lead and when to be serious and when to joke. It was a great experience for me and i guess th sec one enjoyed th camp but most probably they did not. Hah. Can see from their face and can hear their complains.

I want to watch this. At least, this one.

2010-07-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

I will update about my PA performance when i get th picture from Mrs L and Duwie. It was a great performance as we having fun on stage. Even though it is just 1 min 55 sec- roughly.

Quick

2010-06-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

School re-open tmrw. Yes, tmrw. Quarter of my hols assignment is done. Things will be as per normal. Gonna buy some sushi tmrw- after school. Will be having tuition in th evening. When school re-open, i will be busy.

2010-06-22T01:53:00.000-07:00

June hols gonna end soon. My hols assignment is yet to be done. Perhaps tonight. When school reopen, things will back as per normal. Tutorials, cca and stuff. I dont feel th excitement of going to school, like i always feel last year.

why the change?

2010-06-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

I had a great time in KL with family. Only four of us plus aunty and cousin- six.
Sunway Lagoon is th best! Unfortunately, the roller coaster is under repair. Sunway Pyramid is not bad. Did some shopping and back to hotel. There is a wireless Internet there, so i got th chance to update my twitter. After the 3d2n stay, back to village and stay there for 2d and back to Singapore.

2010-06-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

KL is waiting for me. Bye for now.

2010-06-04T08:05:00.001-07:00

My throat is itchy. Cannot tahan.

2010-06-01T02:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, picicxz with luvs is awesome. We had a great time. We brought a lot of food but end up not finishing it and brought some back home.

Now i see your true colours. What's the point to lying to us. What did you get? Thanks ah. I am really disappointed with you. Really.

Why like this?

2010-06-01T02:37:00.000-07:00

2010-05-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

HEHEHE. June hols has started. Basically, tmrw, there is a Meet-the-Parent Session. Will be collecting my report book and lets hear what my GP gonna tell my mum about me- in both my conduct and result.
Why are you being so petty?

The Last Song.

2010-05-15T02:57:00.000-07:00

NEXT IS,

2010-05-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

Finally, Mid Year Examinations has come to end. Had a wonderful time, just now.

2010-05-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

The weather this day is hot. I am fanning myself when i took exam paper just now. Maths paper 1 and SS was manageable. Next Fri, will be the last paper and i will update more when Mid Year is over. HAHA. I realise, i kept saying that.

2010-04-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

Friday end so fast. Today period was a slack one. Yeah, English & Chem. After school, back home, lunch and sleep. Wake up by the sound of thunder. Bestf called and we chatted on th phone. Mum cook Nasi Goreng for dinner. Watch my all time Chinese drama at 9 and now i am chatting with bestf and rahim. Basically, nothing happen so much today. It was a fast day.

What's wrong?

2010-04-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

Even though some, saw my class as a peaceful class with no much noise but actually we do have some issue. A small, very small issue -.- Maybe we could not understand each other after being 4 months together. I hope things will get better after th following day.

Mid year is coming. One week more.

Sports Day !

2010-04-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

Congratulations Amethyst for being the house champion. I had a great time with the campleader. Overall, we did a great job. I also had my great time with my sec 3N1 girls. We were having fun running th 4*100 relay and we got the third position. Each of us were having fun.

Pack up everything, boarded the bus, briefing, sushi and back home.

2010-04-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hopefully, dad have a plan tmrw.

Sat was normal for me. Tuition in the afternoon and stuck at home after that. Mum cook lakasa. Delicious(:
School was fine. Mid-year examination is coming. Need to pay more attention in class. So far class is wonderful. Been waiting for the clock to strike 9.30pm. Going to watch my fav drama. Going to madrasah tmrw. Last week, i gave a miss becs it was raining heavily.

I want to watch Kick Ass. Bestf, another date?

2010-04-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

Sugar boring. So i move bck to Blogger. Thought of using Tumblr but i dont know how to use.